19, the mess.












Sunday, February 8

Didn't think I'd be able to survive the night but yeah I'm still cool going on strong doing the pamphlet for our lovely fun fair my goodness. With like four crazy people beside me playing mahjong. My tummy's feeling so weird and I don't know how I'm going to fall asleep and I think I'm damn tired but I can't feel it. It's 5.39am and it's an hour to daybreak omg, haven't stayed up like this in a long time.

Night Safari was like a zoo. And it was smelly cos of the poopoo. But the bats were damn cool. Omg why is everything rhyming. Hahahah but had a great time laughing and of course, taking photos.

I thought I could control my fingers but no, I still cannot. Omg save me. What's wrong with me. I can't stand feeling like that. I really cannot. I saw very beautiful places which I know you'd love to go and just be there and take a nice stroll. I saw beautiful restaurants and cafes I know you'll just love. But I just can't bring you there anymore.

Sophia is banging her head against the floor and rolling and laughing. And I must stare at her for as long as I can now, before we all cannot anymore.

I am going to do it sooner or later!

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