This world is moving too fast for me. Maybe it's got to do with me & being slow but I have to admit that I cannot catch up. & I'm not moving as fast as you. So please have mercy on me. ____________________________________
Have you tried to struggle like never before, like being abandoned & trying to pick yourself up from where you fell. Alone. The excrutiating pain you have to feel no matter how hard you try to get yourself out of this pit. With no motivation in life, with the exception of waiting endlessly for the slip of paper which will determine the next phase of your life. Anyway this was what the past two years had been about. Everything we did in the past two years was all for this slip of paper. & it's the only thing you can cling on; the only thing which will stay with you for the rest of your life. The rest are secondary. The rest are all things you have to let go in the end.
So let me try it out today.