After some time, you would have went through many different kinds of emotions which made you see things from a different perspective. But somehow or rather, after turning on your engine and running at turbo speed, you find yourself back at where you started from. Everything just goes back to square one and you gotta try to turn on your engine again. ____________________________________
But well that kinda confusion was just scary. Especially when you see something you've never come across before. You just wanna lie in your bed at night and cry, & not sleep. And just try to figure things out. And you don't know who to turn to.
And then you can't escape the part when you have to wake up to face this world of despair and try to convince yourself that you need to continue living for a reason. Some reason. Which you still haven't figured out.
It's like some cycle. A whole cycle of emotions. And you just gotta get outta it somehow.
Yeah, fate is really a freak. You just gotta try so hard to face it. There's only one thing which will make you feel better. That everything is transient. And that's really what life is about.