Well hello world. Wow wow life had been zooming past like nothing had been happening you know it's kinda scary that it's already APRIL 2008. ____________________________________
Life had been Tutorials Lectures Choir Eat Sleep Shit Musicfest & You.
Ponning frequencies decreased by alot & everyone is so proud of everyone and I am proud of myself :D you never realise the kind of satisfaction you get in doing tutorials my goodness, could be so overwhelming hualala. On track, on track, all the way til I got back PW results today and there goes an A. Yeah I mean like no A, hahah but whattteverr la okay. Seriously, A levels is a freak. I constantly find myself searching for meaning in this, but it's not there anymore. And how the hell are we supposed to know what are we gonna do for university I really dno la k.
But not important, what's on the priority list now is Musicfest SOV and Wales. Musicfest is some total screwed up shit but I stil hav to go thru it; I guess I'm just gonna be happy and enjoy my friday with my beloved Melodie and Sherwin. Winning is not important cos Jian Keith and Wayne, and Cherissa and Zara are totally cool people and it's cool that we all made it, so let's just go do our thing and make people happy :D
Oh once again, choir is coool.
I can't wait actually. Paper pavement, so would you be there for me?
HAHAHAH I still love my band okay.
It dawned upon me that I have around one month to SOV and three months to the end of being in VJ Choir. No matter what happens, VJ Choir would still be my dream, and will always be. It has been a great experience, so overwhelming I can't seem to find myself anymore. But I do know I stil love VJ Choir.
I miss practically everyone I haven't been talking to, but all I can do is just miss them cos my schedule doesn't allow me to be a good friend anytime soon.
I just had this sudden urge of recalling my secondary school life & every knitty gritty little thing which happened which turned my life upside down. I guess it just impacted me so much that it has subconsciously made itself a benchmark in my life. & I guess it never is going t be that way anymore. Therefore I sent you that message that day (!!!) nevermind you didn't know what I meant. As long as we both knew what it meant throughout these years. It's so weird, so weird.
Nevermind about that, I'm moving on with life just fine.
And I should fine tune that emotionally unstable part of my heart, soon.
Sometimes I feel like digging a hole and wriggling thru it myself, without the world looking at me & without me having to worry about the world.
Yep it just falls deeper everyday.
I mean like, get worse. Hahah.
But this is vj, and this is year two, so nothing much to expect out of it.
So smile :D
Oh and Freddy I just realised you went int already. HAHAH SEE YOU SOON MANXZXZ. :D