hello hello lam! i missed you so much too! we'll meet up soon and i am happy! :D i know you missed my grubby fngers cos i miss you sayin that too! love love love. ____________________________________
hiii beat! my goodness you gave me a shock at the pedastrian crossing the other day. but i love! you are so lovely like always, beat, i totally miss you, and yeah you got it right :D
i miss cedar.
like our cedar i mean.
the one along cedar avenue, the one with jogging sessions, the one with the traditional ltc and oac ways. unlike the new one which somehow the system got screwed up and our culture changing, i really dont know whats going on and im afraid to know and definitely dont want to happen. but it's happening, oh well, we can do nothing anyway.
but i really miss cedar anyhow. my most wonderful naughty ex classmates.
when i walked along pp the other day, the memories came rushing back and it was overwhelming. everything seemed so familiar i could been have mistaken that i was stil an innocent sec 3.
okay cliche, but
once a cedarian, alws a cedarian.
love :D
okay life had been crazy and tiring and annoying and stressful and very hectic, in terms of schoolwork and of course, choir. i've alws wanted to love vj choir. i've been there, had it, and it seems as though it's gone. but i really don't want it to go. circumstances just make life unbearable. people come and they really go! like wow. so we're just busy, & so we stil have each other in our hearts. do we really? or is it just a memory? haha. nah, disappointment's long gone pass. it's nothing now actually. although it's definitely sour and it bugs me.
nothing really matters if it doesnt happen actually. life, what are you doing.
where is the love.........................
hearts been broken, people been used.
but then again, life had been turning around for me this year. ceecee, you've been the great one by my side, like it always had been.
and you! you have been very nice, life also had been very nice, and i forgot to mention, it kinda overwrites all of the above since it really does la.
so actually therefore hence um in conclusion life had been great. HAHAHAHAHH.
okay okay not really it's really been not easy. but i'll fight!
yay! i love all of you who made a difference in my life. :D