19, the mess.












Monday, December 24

These talks about VJ Choir. Why? Why go up down left right just to make things so unhappy?
Well I don't know whats the core reason stirring and making all these so troublesome and annoying, but it was, really, supposed to be just a joy. It IS possible, because many felt it before, and I felt it last year, right at this time of the year, even before officially entering VJ Choir. And of course without VJ Choir there wouldn't be me today, my very important friends around me who make life in VJ tolerable. Don't ask me because I too don't know the reason why. But I know I'm just living this hell cos I'm supposed to.

But then again, it isn't exactly that bad, it's just what we make it out to be. If only everyone could be just a little more tolerant, understanding and considerate which isn't exactly too much to ask for Christmas, things would be a thousand folds better.

Christmas, nope, absolutely sure the feeling's not here anymore.

I really didn't know I couldn't get last year back anymore. I thought there were loads to come but no I was wrong.

It is because, if we don't treasure the times we actually can have fun, times which we can't would come and take over very very soon & we'd all just fall deeper into the well and start living a hell. So, why not make everything simpler and more joyous?

Let's see, if I were to cover the rotten parts of the apple and just look at it's bright red, things will not be that complicating after all.

Okay, but no matter how much argument there is within among and between people, there is still only one reason I come to school for: vj choir. & for those who've lost it, I'm sure you have it in you. Find it back, cos it's not worth losing it. It really ain't worth it, it's just one more year & before you know it, we'd be the ones choosing which group to go to, instead of waiting to be put in groups, and we'd be the ones coming back for the Christmas Reunion on Christmas day. XD

Okay maybe next year school would be worthed a little more, adding A Levels into it.

I can't believe three out of five carolling is over, and I can't believe I can't bring myself to face the fact that I've been through more than half the carolling already, cos it doesn't feel like I've carolled AT ALL. Nope, not at all, trust me on that.

Anyhow, Christmas is coming the goose is getting fat.

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