Hello world, I am a few thousand miles away from my home, but it's the sanme time zone as my dear friends. I AM IN HONGKONG (: Okay la, yes once again. The night view is damn nice here, I'm facing all the high rise buildings and neon lit buildings, with christmas decorations all over the country. ____________________________________
I just came back from Genting on 9th dec, and left for hk on 10th.
And so many things happened in my absence.
I do not wish to talk about it, nor even so do not wish that this whole thing would affect any friendships that we used so much time and effort to build. As much as I wanna go back to Singapore and see all the people and places I miss, I don't want to as I don't know how to face certain people, even thought both parties were at the wrong, at some point of time. Maybe it'd just be an end-of-year thing which hopefully would pass as the monson season goes by.
However, I suddenly realise how much I owe you. Although 10th dec was a really bumpy day for us, it was through that and everything else you said after that which made me realise how much more important you were to me. Slowly I picked up memories I've accidentally thrown away, which until a certain phase of our lives i caused such huge despair. You were at wits end, I was in a state of confusion, and we had to leave each other alone for a while. And I said let nature takes its course, which I did, and I had no idea how unfair it was to you. So if you were to not be ready to face me when I return, I'd not force you either. I think now we all know how much this friendship means to both of us, and it'd only be fair if I'd give you time you need to let things fall back into place. This is not meant to be cliche, but I really realised how much more I love you after this damned incident. I don't want to lose you, and i wanna go back to singapore waiting to see you.
I give you strength (:
I love you my dearest ceeeceeeeeeeeeee.
I don't think what you're thinking would come between us, I'd try, I really will.
Music Co & Exco, may the power be with us. :D
I think I'm mising out on a hell lot on what's happening over at Singapore, and I'm feeling so detached.
Altos, I'm sorry ): I really am.
Well I'll update on Genting when I return from Hongkong.
And finally, I don't know how much confusion is confusing my life recently but still, it's stil here and there.
But thank you, really, thank you.