TODAY was an eventful day. ____________________________________
Performance at VCH in the night.
If I had been keeping count, it would be one of the worst days where there were the most downs in a single day. It was really bad.
1. Being hit & so disappointed in the morning; 2. ironing some dirt onto my damn expensive esprit shirt (WTH); 3. got caught in cats & dogs in the afternoon on the way to vch; 4. emoing like siao at night ):
Nevertheless, I thought the emoing was very necessary, since every other one of us were emoing & I thought I had to sort out some thoughts but to no avail until Danny started talking to me. He made me happier & back to my old self alot more but I don't deny things are still lurking in the dark & it is still undiscovered, maybe it never will be. There's a reason why I said I hope I won't let go because I think I really will.
Things change when you come to jc because we grow up, not because the world is more fake. I think it's so true, it's all ultimately our fault. Things aren't the same way as how I hoped and wished it'd be like what always happens in secondary school because we're all growing up and unknowingly expectations for others and ourselves change. And the only constant is change.
But I'd still wanna talk about how stable friendships are in secondary school, where we all see through each other and love each other whole heartedly, and I mean deeply wholeheartedly. Although I am always being nehnehed by Chan Diana but I still love her to bits and pieces, and the rest of them.
And my instructors/leaders how we go thru thick & think & rely on each other like very strong pillars of support :D the mental strength to carry us through each day is the presence and sight of all of you.
BLG, my mind and my heart, my unspoken thoughts are all thought by them before I think, that's how cool they are :D we love each other and we love each other undoubtedly.
Now things change faster than ever, and you've got to adapt to the same person with a different soul every minute, and you don't even know if it's worth your time. I'd say, just carol & start studying next year, I'd be better off studying my time away. The activity that is most worthed my time :D
I have no idea how much faith I've lost in people around me, and I've got no idea how much trust in people I'd lost these days. Tell me please, cos I don't understand the meaning of believing.
Anyway, things which made me happy today: 1. Owner (: ; 2. Performance 3. YEAR TWOS CAME BACK; 4. we reminisced & sang many SOV songs & carols; 5. Cam whoring.
Great, the year twos came back and immediately I threw nasty thoughts away. I love them so much they make me so happy. We sang so many songs in the dark outside VCH, reminscing & going way back into the past, digging out old memories which time can't bring back.
Then it was Gluttons' Bay to eat, but very soon it turned into an emo session.
Sigh thankyou Heli, thankyou Danny, thankyou Huping, thankyou Desmond.
HAHA desmond you fell asleep! I knew you would but anyway have a good rest you must be very tired (: thanks for staying up with me. But look! Only you are tired (:
Anyway, as I was saying, we were cam-whoring like mad cam-whorers in the waiting room:
Jialing Me Mong Lix Guin :D
XIANJUN.
DESMOND.
GUAILAN (SHIXUAN)
LIX ACTING CUTE & XY ACTING COOL.
XIANYONG.
Me Mong Guin Lix Jialing, AGAIN.
RAYRIN.
SOPHIA.
ENOCH.
DEBORAH year zero! (:
CHINGZ. GUIN. PENGUIN. CC.
JIALING.
ALEXANDRA year zero! (:
LIXXX.
JEREMY.
SO COOL.
ME, the Girlfriend & the Boyfriend.
Rayrin being rayrin.
Triplets.
Unglam ttm.
Rayrin is 2nd best at acting cute.
XY RAYRIN JEREMY DESMOND.
Jasmine from TP! =D
MONGZ.
1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12(SO GAY)
ELIZABETH & RHODA
REUBEN. THE CLASSIC VP AND GAUDETTE SOLOIST.
RHODA.
WANPING & RACHEL year zeroes! (:
And lastly, VJC Choir.
The memories I shall keep and lock up deep.
One last thing, today is 29th november.
I don't know to be happy or sad.
But anyway!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY KEITHHHHHHYYY :D
okay I mean Keith. :D hope you liked our dustbin & balls & photo frames & candles, nyeh heh heh.
If it's not okay, it's not the end.