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Sophia & I, Tuition
July 2007
Yes I miss Sophia dearly. My dearest Sophia please come back from Vietnam safe and sound and yay you are coming back this Saturday! :D I miss you sooo much I can't wait to talk to you. Tuition without Sophia is so weird! Hahah. And I have't seen you in ages since before promos. I miss you being so good at Chemistry. HAHAH. And I miss you talking and talking nonstop! Faster come back come back. (FlowerFia! HAHAHA)
Today was a really weird day. I don't know if it's good or bad but it was so extreme. Ay, I don't know what to say anymore it seems that the knots cannot be untangled anytime soon. I had a tough time feeling all sorts of weird emotions today. It was like shit, I felt so helpless and disabled. I went to take my afternoon nap today with such a heavy heart. There's just so much miscommunication and misunderstading ): I dunno la. Yes and I admit I need assurance cos I feel so insecure right now among all of you.
But thankyou anyway, for sparing a thought for me & taking the trouble to explain everything.
Maybe that's the most you can do.
Sometimes when you lose it, you just do. There's very little we can do to bring it back to life.
Of course I hope things will return to normal soon enough.
And I have finally started practising with Rayrin & Wayne. Haha.
Well the good thing is Xianyong Rayrin Mongz Lix Wayne dropped by and paid this sick girl with no voice a visit. Hahah :D And bought porridge for me while they ate sushi ): (but its okay :D) and hang around and played a long game of Cluedo (again). Seems like Cluedo is necessary whenever they come to my house. Haha, let's play a brainless game next time, save some brain cells.
Anyway thankyou so much really for taking time off to visit me really :D
I have to go to school tomorrow for Choir room cleanup, and I hope I will be less troubled after that. Right Desmond? Hahaha.