Sigh recently i've been sighing alot i have no idea why i'm quite tired of everything and yes i'm sick again but it's just normal for me eh i should really do something about my life it's getting more and more screwed up i should just stop being so freakin lazy & start practising for wayne's and rr's voice i should just go and die ): and i haven't been making an effort in anything be it r paper econs or my piano i feel like shit ): i just stay at home everyday & watch dvd cos i got nothing else to do no where better to go and not make my parents nehneh me ): but now i feel so shytty i am sick and feeling sick sucks you know ): i just hope tomorrow will be a better day although there's tuition ): but aye then sat and sunday will be qniboifg8h29b3uhe892oyh(*!!!! then next week would finally be a new week and i can finally go out with clara although i finally can start motivating myself to stop be lazy but i think i cant do it shit i feel shytty again but the only thing to be happy about is it's getting nearer ahahaha stop having wishful thoughts stupid nono okay goodnight world SIGH ): ____________________________________
now count how many ):s there are ):