I thought this Jay album would leave me with good memories. Like you know, the rest came with very nostalgic memories. I'd always hoep it'll turn out to be a satisfying one. Hahah maybe not this time. I get reminded of the wrong things. And when things just go wrong, for no apparent reason, it sucks. ____________________________________
Maybe it's like what you said, it's on off. I don't know but this whole thing means quite a bit to me, and I don't wanna see it go just like that. Everything used to be picture perfect, but maybe this time it's really tainted. Perhaps everything had been a little too happy to begin with. I look at photos & I sigh. They tell me that it's gone. And this time I'm doing something against my instincts, & i'm really not going to say.
I've been keeping too much recently.
I've been noticing that I've been changing.
It seems more and more like a facade than anything else.
Hahaha what is nono coming to?!
I'd lock it up & it'll just be a memory, and it's so nostalgic when I revisit the memories & know I cannot get it back. But I am so thankful because it's an amazing thing to have known all of you.
& I'd bet a million you've no idea this is you.
This is not called emo, I'm fine.
Maybe from this day onwards everything will change :D