19, the mess.












Sunday, November 18















I love rainy days, like today. So melancholic yet blissful.
I can see Le Crescendo from my house, it's such a striking blue.

I don't mean to be stubborn but I really thought it could be seen from a different angle.

Now I'm baffled I don't know if I was right or wrong.
But to quarrel was definitely wrong.
Damn it.

And when will my head ever stop aching.
And when will I ever stop being so sick.
Once I laid hands on the piano it was a straight 3 hours, til I got chased off.
I should drown all my moods into banging on the piano henceforth.

I should take a break tomorrow.

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