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Bougainvillea Cheerleading,
April 2006
Haha yes I was looking thru bougai rehearsal videos and our performance video and WOAH, I suddenly remembered how much we went through as a whole team. It was countless hours of non-stop cheer pracs & of course we had alot fun & not to mention, conflict as well. Hahah :D But it was all worth it although we got third but I still think we were damn cool :D You could see the elation on Clara's face after our item and how she screamed and screamed non stop. Aye, I miss bougai cheer. I miss Cedar ):
Well anyway, I've become a mute. I can't talk for two days & tea party's on Saturday and it really makes me wonder why I screw up my life like that by making myself fall sick on ALL the important dates of my life, like DSA last year & Orientation past few years & other important dates like concerts & everything. And next wednesday is my concert and sigh.
Eeeee I feel like shit. I feel so disabled without my voice I'm like a handicap. My voice is everything to me cos I eat sleep shit cos of my voice ): and I can't go anywhere I only can stay home and face my laptop and my piano. Eeeeeeeee. ):