19, the mess.












Tuesday, October 30

Look! It's CHERISSA'S BIRTHDAY.
Happy Birthday my fellow Osiris OGL & & & Choir/ Mugging clique Bimbo :D :D :D
I love you for being so cute! Nyeheheh.
You mad women look like lobsters! Cute to the max, hahaha.

Yesterday, I was so irritated with the A key on my piano. It could only be played at random times, the rest of the times it was stuck, so badly. I couldn't play xiao yu xie li ke bai 2 at all. Then the Bb key followed suit & got stuck as well. I was so angry I stupidly gave the keys a huge bang and I felt so useless. I told my mother the piano's wearing and tearing cos it was already second handwhen we bought it and the keys are so hard. But then I thought about it and realised that I could have not been any dumber. I wouldn't have gotten a Grade 8 without it. I have to practise like I always would (dread, maybe) for 4th December and I won't let you guys down (: ( i hope) I think I'm even more scared than two of you. Hahaha.

And it's time to call up people for new piano teachers.

This holiday, I am not gonna be a lazy worm. I shall pick myself up and
start exercising.
And play more piano.
And find some work to do.
And study for econs R-paper.
And Work Hard For Choir.

Did I just create the wrong atmostphere.
Sorry.

ANYWAY, I have 50 more wonderful exciting breath-taking astonishing extraordinary episodes to go.
HAHAHAHAHAH.

Besides that, OP is going to be over in, two days. That, is very good.

I would scroll down my contact list in hope of getting out of my house which I would very much like to stay in for the rest of the afternoon (but I think I just can't see the holidays go to waste like that), and
CALL SOMEONE OUT !!!

But.
Noone's free ):
Or rather, I always complete scrolling the list for about 3 times, and I give up.
Sigh sigh.

Oh, wrong choice, wrong choice.
What is happening? I have no more courage left.
Tired, I am too mean.

I only know how to cherish when things are gone.
I should just go live in the past & forget about the present.
Presently, I have a huge dilemma.
But my mind speaks for me, and the answer is undoubtedly clear.
But why but why.

And. You don't deserve me. ):

Period.

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