OMG. Wtf. I can't believe I'm still harping on this. But I cannot stand the way you treat this as a big joke, my goodness. For heavens' sake. I feel like giving up totally. ____________________________________
Stop getting into my way.
I'm disgusted.
I felt liberated for a few days. It isn't as free as I thought it'd turn out to be.
School's in. Performances after performances. Tiring ttm. Both physically and mentally straining. To continue suppressing and withstanding all that shit.
But it's okay, it's alright.
I think I can't play properly because I don't feel completely liberated cos people around me aren't yet. Til thursday or sth (: then maybe, when everyone's done, then I'd be happier.
I miss talking to you everyday!
And it's 10min to someone who used to be my SBF's birthday :D
I love Yuwen! And of course I know it's your birthday tomorrow dumbdumb. How can I ever forget. All the spastic surprises we planned for you and jocelyn in sec 1 and 2. Love you a whole load. See you tmr <3
Choir people and Classmates today :D the most wonderful things on earth.
Deep sigh. :D