I had never been so down and out in ages. Sigh, I just have to tell myself to accept life as how it is as always. How I've reached the valley again and very soon it'll be an upslope. Nothing to lose to be optimistic after all. But all in all it just feels like shit and shitty and shitttm. ____________________________________
Like this void in you which just fills your heart. Like how I edge closer and closer to the end and how I fall deeper and deeper each time something comes my way. If I were to do an assessment I'd give myself an F. It's not how. It's how to do something about it.
I just wanna drown myself in Kbox tomorrow and probably PW while not loving it and hongkong serials which hopefully would come my way soon.
I think it's a sadface for now.