So much happened today. So much left unspoken. So much fear; so much anxiety. So much confusion; so much clashes. So much felt dangling; so much for contentment. ____________________________________
Just don't tell me it's false.
Enough of the world has been crashed upon me already.
And now is not the time.
When the world was still simple. When people were still fresh & friendships were innocent. How much can one yearn to take a step back into the past to relieve such an exciting story. I'm glad it once belonged to me. :D
Things have changed. People come & go.
Make the best out of it I guess? There seems to be a little obstacle ahead. It's not as if we've braved through fierce storms but I guess we can give it a try. We all need it. No matter how different, no matter how difficult.
My new resolution? As well as everyone's.
I trust the right people know the right thing to do :D Peace.
I felt happy for once in a long long time today.
Singing was energy consuming yet enjoyable once again.
Looked beyond my limit.
& mugged productively hard today, again at another nostalgic place.
Followed by Canday Empire :D
I also threw away some rubbish, I turned to something indistinct yet familiar. I had a long talk on the phone til a few minutes ago, & I realised how much I've lost these months. How much there used to be, & how worth it was the pathetic 2 hours of sleep in the wee hours of 21st august. Although I may not be your didi, but I want to thank you for hearing me out just now, & for being so neutral throughout the whole ordeal. I'm glad we haven't lost each other (i hope). Thanks for staying up with me til so late although you were very tired! We've gone through quite alot of these nonsense together actually. :D take care!
Yeah I'm someone who needs the togetherness.
If not, I'm not gonna be me.
Find the way, I believe things will work out just fine :D
It was DEAR SHEENA BONG'S BDAY THREE HOURS AGO.
She knows how much I love her I don't have to publicise :D
Just as irritated I am with you, I am not gonna show it until you realise but probably don't care again anyway, I won't care too. That's it.
Goodnight world, you've thought & worked hard.