You left me hanging from a thread we once swung from together. ____________________________________
I licked my wounds but I can never see them getting better..
So Apt. !!!
I just got down from a roller coaster ride which lasted for two days. Hahah. I'm not sure if I'm out of it yet but I'm definitely on my way. I have so much to thank you for waking me up and reminding me what's all this about. If you hadn't scolded me I wonder how bad things could have gotten. Haha I just got to tell myself that hey it's just another one of those really rocky roller coasters that you just gotta get off no matter how darn hard it gets. Like how I used to get really bad wounds in those days. You know, it just keeps coming my way.
I've sorta came to accept my fate, maybe temporarily, or rather definitely temporarily.
I'm backing out. I'm gone.
I'll try to be.
And so I realise how lucky I always was to get constant reminders and people siding me once in a while. And those are the times when I really smile to myself.
Frankly, I coudn't be any more elated than I was on Saturday.
But.
I guess I haven't really found myself. I don't know you well enough. I'm not supposed to be? How about tell me something new.
Oh well, Sorry not important.
This is important.
I just need to study.