Saying sorry and blaming yourself, doesn't help. ____________________________________
So I'm on my own now. It's only been 3 weeks since but it had been for what seems like forever. Convincing myself with a pack of ugly words to stay strong and live life.
Throw away the lies, to the back of my head.
Pretend that empty promises are just for fun.
Ouch.
I know so many of you care out there I can't afford to be swinging like an uncontrolled pendulum it's terrible. I know I know I know. And I am so so grateful. :D
Celebrations were okay. Our item was nehnehneh! But thankyou for being so enthusiastic people of vj. :D
Where are you?
I need you
Don't leave me here on my own
Speak to me
Be near me
I can't survive unless I know you're with me
Somebody said something today: Don't you realised everyone has moved on and have become so simple except for you?
Aw, yeah indeed it struck me.
It was such peace &joy sitting by the beach enjoying lunch with two of my favourite people and a wonderful tan.