19, the mess.












Saturday, August 11

Feelings aside.
I am so very disappointed now that I am reminded of it again. Some of us had high hopes for it. But it all fell apart. I don't know why, I have no intention of salvaging it. But.. At least someone could do something about it? Let's say I didn't bring my hopes up. You did, and smashed it back on me. So much for having a little idea of what dreams might set out to be. Okay what an ugly phrase. It's all similar. What exactly am I yearning for? Nothing worthed my time. Okay nothing personal here. No inference required. I'm okay. I'll take it as it comes.

There're much better things to look out for.

I see sher, I miss her. I'm feeling sad for her. I'm feeling damn strongly for her.
Sher you must hang in there. I'm sure you know what to do. I really have 100% confidence in you. It pains me to see you like that. I'd rather you be fine than me. Put your focus what what you need to focus on, promise me that okay? I want to see you like before. I know you know what to do. =D

I talked to you today and you havent replied me. I am really thankful I have you!
I talked to Carol today :D
I talked to Free entertainment today! In fact everyday. :D
I talked to some mad people today. I think they're Sophia's mad friends. HAHAHA.

I talked to everyone but you, good friend.
Today is the first Saturday I haven't seen you since 3 weeks ago.
Seriously, JUST KIDDING.
Sense my irony, like in you.

I woke up feeling like shit but it only got better I think.
No amount of expression depicts my disappointment.
Doesn't matter anymore :D

Maybe like Sher, Numbed.
We link hands wherever we go Sher, our lives are amazingly similarly contrasting!
I want to give you a big big hug now.

Eh! So much for studying today! Katong Laksa, Donuts, Tao Huay (Althought I didnt eat). You Mad People.

I realised Norah Jones sound really nice. So much for preferring Avril to Norah. What the hell was I thinking?!

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