Hahah. One call from you and it sort of erased all the anxiety and fear I had for this competition. Now I have the motivation to go all out for it, finally. I'll do better than before. I'll put aside all differences and go for it. I won't come back with nothing, :D Hahaha I am so happy now I am jumping. I cannot contain my joy. Okay okay okay :D lol. ____________________________________
And you are happy too! I am so proud of you. Really really. That you survived all these and your hardwork paid off. After months and months of trainings and mental preparations that you had to tackle. Had been hard on you. Please rest more now :D
Hahah you happy, I happy, everybody happy :D
What a supposed mood I should be in before the competition! I really needed this. I couldn't survive previously when I was stil moping around and feeling so nyeh about the whole world, mostly for the competition. Sigh okay now we must go all out for it. There's no turning back and there better not be any turning back.
I don't need anything else now. I don't need to wait for the periodic happiness anymore.
I am waiting for my mummy to come home and I am leaving tonight!
Goodbye world. :D