I just hope that this entry would appear, cos the previous one cocked up and totally didn't publish. I was looking through some really old photos and messages saved in my computer. Okay not really old ones but, recent ones, maybe last christmas? Last christmas was really one of those really blissful ones. Cool. Had been long since I felt that way on Christmas last year. Long Long Time. I went for Christmas dinner with VJ Choir people like jialing rayrin xianyong wayne oliver elroy wanting and all. And that very message I received that night was ..haha incredible? It simply made my day. Made my christmas that year. Ended that year on a happy note I guess. Then I looked back further, like the night before at Sophia's sleepover. That message was painful. It was like "The End". Then I looked back even further, on the night before Higher Chinese O's, that message although just a few words, meant the world to me, gave me just all the encouragement I needed. Then I rewinded even more, after I got my prelim results, the first person after informing my parents, you. Of course I'd share the good news with you. Encouraging, really encouraging. Little things.. Amazing huh? Well I bet you can't remember, or you won't even know I'm talking about you. ____________________________________
We've moved on so far apart from each other but of course I stil try to keep up with your life and I know you've done everyone proud recently I'm really happy for you. :D
Struggled so hard just to arrive at a conclusion only recently, which was not at all what I desired from the start but hey, could anything been better? I hoped but of course it wouldn't come true. Plus all the Airport recently ..didn't really help huh. Hah. The 1% chance that I would coincidentally bump into you there, just hoping that I'd be lucky one fine day, just hoping that the slightest glimmer of hope would appear. Haha, how naive. Would you even acknowledge me. But I daren't imagine...
But after being emo and lost in my own world for a split second, was quite satisfying. What can I do anyway right? :D
Pardon me for this, just once in a long time will do.
Take good care.
-baby dino.
Today was the big family reunion, was kinda weird but oh well, the first time I'd say.