19, the mess.












Sunday, May 13

Intensive Intensive Intensive choir for seven straight days.
Nine hours yesterday, including seven hours today. But I will smile :D
I really hope it is all worth the while.
I cannot wait for Tuesday;
I cannot wait to sing for VJ Choir at the Esplanade.
I cannot wait to hope to see you, quietly.
And just see that you are alright.

I am happy. I like friends who're true to me. I like friends who'd go out all the way for me! I am happy I still have them around. It's just a small little act, but thank you Zeyi! AND AND, I am going to see Carol Then on friday. I really hope she comes back, I cannot wait :D I miss her so much.

Well now I see who's true to me and who's not.

I don't blame you, in fact it is a waste I did not get to know you better, and I think everything will just stop here. That's really sad, but I doubt I can do anything about it. There're some people who just, goes away. But some just stay, and stick around, right till this moment.
I cannot continue anymore. It, is, saddening.

Oh well I saw Janine and Siangkoon at taka on Saturday night. As usual, they planned to study but of course, to no avail. I have a stinky feeling the next time I see Janine will be years later. And yes Siangkoon, I will visit you in America :D

The following week, after Tuesday, would be intensive jamming and practising, and urgh, worrying for Saturday. ))): It is not a good time to fall sick yet. I AM STILL SUPPRESSING MY ILLNESSES. ): And I have so many SPAs to do this week. ):

But!
Janet I Love You.
This friday :D

Shermaine Lim, Happy Birthday omgz you are seventeen. :D That means I love you more, with each passing day I don't see you. That's alot you know. I miss you dear.

And when this moment is exhausted, I will lose you again.

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