I just realised the past two entries started out with 'Today was terrible'. ____________________________________
Yeah, today WAS terrible as well. It just got better slowly. I was feeling so terrible I just had to sleep in the choir room for 3 hours straight. I couldn't bring myself to start listening in lectures, start using my brain, or start facing anybody. I just needed to hide. And hide, and hide myself in the blanket, and sleep.
But after seeing Janet, and after Econs tutorial, things got much better. I walked into the choir room seeing all the yr1s copying lecture notes away, I felt really happy, no idea why.
Just give me a reason to hate you.
Will do.
Rehearsals at Cedar was alright, I am bloody worried about Saturday's performance.
Late night/last minute jamming tomorrow =\
We gave Clara a really pleasant surprise today. =D I love you BEST FRIEND. Just with the whole JSG coming down, was good enough, for me as well. I could feel your heart bursting, Clara, honestly :D
Happy Birthday Dearest. :D 
I don't know what to feel towards you anymore. I cannot feel you there anymore. I am utterly disappointed. I need you as much as I don't want to rely on you anymore. NLQISJO(QY!EI&E)(*U#!HJWE{JP(#!IJOR!!!