I am on crutches. )): I watched Phantom of the Opera over the weekend. :D ____________________________________
I.. sprained my freakin foot. It is excrutiating.
This is the saddest thing ever. It makes me demoralized. Really demoralized.
The thought of staying home the whole day makes my mind uneasy.
To think that yesterday was worse.
I was still quite happy really. After the talk by the riverside. But at night, little did I expect I wasn't allowed to go there; until I got hit really hard on my feelgs and emotions, so much so that I couldn't feel; I didn't dare to feel it anymore. That night was quite bad.
I want it erased from my memory, of course not the content.
But I am really glad actually, to have found a closer friend, or at least I think I have. Well at least I feel alot better talking to you. But it'll be once in a million years isn't it.
While many others are actually drifting from me, I've learnt to accept it. I mean, what can i do? Beg for you to come back? I've had enough of all those. Maybe nobody is around after all. You knw what I mean? It's all temporary. I don't seem to find them. Perhaps my expectations are really high. But no, ultimately, it's still quite bad. Urgh. Why do I even look forward to school everyday?
I'll depend on less things. Less people. I will go to school and just the study the shit out of me. And of course, sing. Uh, goodness.
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Short update on Cedar's 50th Anniversary.
Our performance was not so bad, in the end :D
I am proud of Yeo Si Ning :D
THE SIX OF US:
BEATRICE, EVANGELINE, CHINGHONG, SHIANGNEE, NOVABELLE, REGINA. =D