WHY DO I NOT LEARN FROM MY MISTAKES?!! ____________________________________
i swear this could just be some kind of retribution.
i've never felt like this in a long, long time.
somebody help me to breathe!
please do not stop me from emoing
i need it!
badly.
what on earth was i even thinking about?!
novabelle you suck suck suck.
nobody likes you everybody hates you you're gonna eat some worms
okay thanks i so deserved it.
I MISS YOU
like what the hell what the hell i'm damn irritated with the world now
i'm starting to feel so immature and childish i can't stand myself
i just cannot take it i have to rant
WHERE DID ALL MY LAST TIMES GO?!
how people used to believe in me cos they know me inside out.
how people used to trust me and not doubt.
how they understand and just stand by me the whole time.
LAM! PUN! SHEENA BENEDICT! LEEZA! LIANE! GWEN! JAZZY! CHAN DIANA!
KIAT! SOPHIA! FIONATING!
it's as if the whole world just revolved around them.
leeza sent me a really cute sms today i can't take it anymore but to LOVE HER MORE THAN I ALREADY DO. stunningbeauty knows me so well and knows exactly why i want her to go for SOV (: lam you must take care of yourself so you can be cool and run around like a little lam again! (: sheena benedict should continue being as conky as ever so i'll smile at the sight of her everyday! (:
i never got this feeling recently, anymore, no more.
i'm just rushing through this whole motion of going to school everyday without even leaving me to myself to realise what's actually going on.
NOW i get what you say, nellie carol or fei.
YOU THREE BIG BIG SENIORS! i miss you all so much.
i actually reminisced about the number 156.
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to go on a little further, things hasn't really been going on smoothly as well. it's just too fast paced to catch up on whatever that's blurring through our lives. i'm thankful for sherwin and mel in my class :D i think i think the same way as some people do: i miss the triplets. don't you?
maybe to me it doesnt mean as much to the others. but i do feel it too. ):
walking through the darkness of the night carolling although christmas is way over :D
knowing that all of us treasure each other as much as everyone else does.
is what i call bliss.
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do you still run through my mind?
i bet you know the answer better than anyone else does.