19, the mess.












Tuesday, April 17

URGHHHH NOAIBNX OWUIBQ!!!!MNE*UH#*&$^@

bleahbleahbleah. there are so many things running through my mind now i wanna die. recently my mood hasnt really been good, in fact, it had been unstable. like a mental patient. many things had been affecting me directly/indirectly. i should start cursing myself. i think i'm too troublesome damnitt!

i need somebody who can stand my nonsense! like, kiat. sophia. fiona. like, YOU*!

i seriously need to WHAMMMMM all these nonsense out of my friggin mind like right now!

i really feel like zoning out from everybody and just concentrate on my work for like maybe one week. SHEENA BENEDICT ONG !!! i just felt like calling you. i need you!

today's jamming was soso. although we finished a song. but mm. sigh.

im damn worried for next tuesdayyyy.

there goes another one of my eccentric entries.

random: jngyu i miss you!

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