i saw nellie today i was elated. ____________________________________
i think i'm too busy to even feel that i'm sick. my throat is hurting the shit out of me, it's the swallow and pain kind of pain. it's damn frustrating and irritating and agonising and excruciating. really. likeeee, OUCH.
since friday, i mean like 10th march, until now. throughout the whole march holidays i beared it. but now a different part of the throat is irritating me, how unlucky.
these two weeks had been like WHOAAA until i think i'm unaware of everything else happening except my own things. it's been ages since i was this busy; havent rested properly since. i need to let out a BIG SIGH. ): and my sore throat ISN'T exactly helping. right now, it's just house comm and choir and cheerleading.
what's more, nobody is there.
i totally screwed myself up, i shouldnt have said a word. it just makes things worse, make my day worse, make my life more messed up. looks like it isnt gonna get untangled anytime in the near future.
if only someone understands.
in times like this, i never fail to think of how i used to had someone to rely on.
i know, i'm walking on my own now.
i'm learning, i'm learning just like you alws said i had to.
i've been missing out alot on things i used to treasure alot.
i feel so pathetic.
let this be over. please help me, join cheer, and go for practices.
omgzxzxzxz.
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