I AM VERY MUCH RELIEVED THESE DAYS. ____________________________________
i've really gotten alot happier, i've really learnt alot, and really went thru alot; it was like mentally and physically draining.
like late nights spent at school practising for cheer till 11plus, doing work after cheer at home, only finally resting in the wee hours of the morning for days. tiring, tiring, tiring. busy, busy, busy.
now that sports day is over my busybusybusy life is very much reduced in terms of my activities packed in a day.
but then again, it's quite bad. i still have LOADS and LOADS and LOADS of work to catch up on.
BUT as long as i have people around me who makes me happy, i still can live as happily as ever.
thankyou janet(too bad if you dont like your name BOLD, janet) and shiangnee for making me feel some kinda elation i swear i wanted to feel for damn long. HAHAHA. you guys totally made my day :D
sports day was cool, cheer was okayy, at least we squeezed out of the last position history of draco cheerleading and got THIRD THIS YEAR HOOHOOHOO. :D
but anyway, i had to make a really tough decision today, i'm sorry for troubling each and everyone of you and thankyou so much for sitting around just giving your opnions and listen to me rant :D i love you guys.
today somehow when i saw everyone gel together i swear i felt like it was o1 all over again. like how fun we all used to be together, going out after every single day of school. there were people playing badminton, tennis, cycling, playing the guitar, piano, basketball outside the choir room, and of course people eating milo powder. to me, this could be as simple as bliss, just to see everyone smile and enjoying themselves :D
i really dont wanna find out what's underneath it all.
but some things just has to go wrong.
anyway,
saw clara at tpjc choir today, evan at mj, gwen at aj, felicia, trudy, xuemin at nj, yuntian at hci. all these choirs came over to vj for some workshop thingy where we had to sing for each other. well the main point is, I GOT TO SEE THEM :)
i miss 4c ):
okay, play aside, time to pay attention in lectures.