19, the mess.












Tuesday, March 6

i am currently having a splitting headache after 5 hours of kbox. oh my gosh i had a blast out with my dear 4c people, diana gwen and yingwai. they really turned my mood around. :D we had alot of fun shouting and screaming and dancing and jumping on the couches in the room. we had alot of fun with FEI LUN HAI, JAY CHOU, ELVA, JOLIN, JJ, LEEHOM, and omgg i sound so lianxx. you should have seen how diana tried to carry the tv home when she saw wu zun and giro. most of the time was spent on fainting at the sight of wuzun and giro :D it was madness.

met beatrice and clara and their friend bryan after that, i totally felt like we were sec 3/4s again. it was terribly wonderful. :D then we had a hard time saying goodbye, as though we wouldnt meet each other in the near future again :\


belle and yingwai (:


AHWEN (:


the legendary COW! (diana chan)


me clara beatrice! (x


seeing everyone go separate ways is really hard. maybe i get what youre trying to say. but we still have to move on. on the other hand, everyone seems really old and grown up. and more matured. but i guess deep in us we'll still be the most unglam people from 4c we have ever known each other to be :D

anyway, earlier this morning in the day was terrible i shan't talk about it. all i wanna say is i should really count myself lucky.

am i thinking too much?
i should just leave you to be you.
it's too tiring, to be hurt one more time.

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