i feel like feeling like a sec four all over again. ____________________________________
like how i alws go to school seeing clara, yingwai, diana, liane sitting around talking.
then i'll nyeh around then go off lights then go for assembly :D
lessons will start for 3 periods and our funny teachers will start coming in.
mrs chew (: mr suresh (: mrs chiaw (: mrs tan (: ms begum (: mr ronnie goh (: mr yau (: ms leong (: mr sng (: mrs foo (: mrs peh (:
like, oh man.
what ancient names. we'll just start out normal routine of drilling ourselves with notes and exam papers and just get loaded with more piles and piles of papers to do.
during recess, beat will play the guitar, classmates buying food up to eat :D we'll start screaming and running around the class like what clara does =p i swear i miss her screaming and loudness. yingwai and gwen's bengness. diana's hiaoness. liane's cuteness. sheena's conkiness. jazzy's madness. how we stick around together, gone thru soo much, seriously so much disagreements, conflicts, confrontation, more than you can ever imagine. til now when i look back, these memories are stil engraved in me. the times when we go out to study, those failure study sessions, those orchard trips we made every single day, going to places we could barely afford cos of diana chan (haha), and being unglam as our favourite past time. at this point of time, you know how much i wanna go back? everyone thinks we suck. =p but i think we'r the most outstanding ever. i can say we went thru alot more. much more.
every memory of lookin out the backdoor
i had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor
it's time to say it time to say it
every memory of walkin out the front there
i found the photo of the friend i was lookin for
it's time to say it time to say it
goodbye, goodbye.
i dont know how to tell you how much i miss 4c.
i've never ever in my life had such a wonderful bunch of unglam people in my class, ever.
i can imagine all of use crying at the sight of each other on friday.
i miss you guys just too much.
sher! i just saw your msg really long ago, about getting into vj together (: haha well i guess everyone has different expectations and goals as we grow older. i hope you're doing fine at hwa chong now.
i just saw sining zhenluan and dhilshad discussing about dhilshad's campaign speech at the canteen today. i just smiled. i felt great when i saw them. the leaders of cedar once again came together, this time for a different purpose, but memories inevitably start comin back to me. how they used to take the lead in cedar, being really great leaders and people of great character i'd always respected them for. the prefect councillors, how we united especially during leaders' investiture, the hard times we went thru together cheering each other on when everyone's dying already. :D i miss cpb.
in short,
i miss cedar.
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When you have to look away
When you dont have much to say
Thats when I love you
I love you, just that way
To hear you stumble when you speak
Or see you walk with two left feet
Thats when I love youI love you, endlessly
And when your mad cuz you lost a game
Forget I'm waiting in the rain
Baby i love you, I love you anyway
[ Here's my promise made tonight
You can count on me for life
Thats when i love you
When nothing you do can change my mind
The more I learn, the more I love
The more my heart cant get enough
Thats when I love you,
When I love you no matter what ]
So when you turn to hide your eyes
Cause the movie it made you cry
That's when I love you
I love you a little more each time
And when you cant quite match your clothes
Or when you laugh at your own jokes
Thats when I love you
I love you, more than you'll know
And when you forget that we had a date
Or that look that you get when you show up late
Baby I love you, I love you anyway