to feel glad, or insecure? ____________________________________
or worse, unstable.
yeah, unstable emotions all the way. from the start till now. give me some time to figure why things have to turn out like this? impulsiveness kills sometimes. the me then, now, and in future, it'll all be different. how on earth am i suppose to relate to myself in time to come? im ok, just not satisfied with the way things are goin on. answers are no where to be found though.
and it really confuses me when you look at me like that. have you ever thought of the reasons why? i dont know, i just felt i didnt belong. simple. it's an unspkoen fear, really; but whatever. what's gone is gone.
wore jolene's sngs uniform today. HAHA :D should post some photos soon.