Still, never to be forgotten. ____________________________________
I'm on my own.
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whenever i get home and sit in front of my laptop, i cant help but think.
i hate myself for alws makin my entries revolve around you as if there're nothing else worthed for me to talk about. but.. alright i should just shut up and update.
i should stop those shit.
anyway, guess i've got a music selection test coming up, gotta work real hard for it, even if i dont really have time.
life now really makes me forget about real unhappy stuffs like i-know-what. then again, i can't really believe i'm already in jc starting anew. it kinda struck me just a few moments ago about how i've changed, maybe to you beyond recognition, just to fit in around everywhere. new friends, new lifestyles, i just gotta get use to accepting and letting go isn't it? literally speaking i am happy in vj, cos i freakin hell just can't imagine myself elsewhere. but what's ahead? i see blankness. and that's particularly what i'm afraid of. i don't feel that particular void in me which i used to have every moment anymore. perhaps i should just recognise my own efforts of trying so hard to fit in. but the world deceives, somehow.
happy? i could be.
this is a very neutral entry don't you think so.
by the way, you are very welcomed to tag my board by clicking on 'beautiful' on your left if (just in case) you don't realise :DD cos noone's been here! ): haha.
okay maybemaybemaybe like MAYBE i am happy cos i am watching hana kimi now! HOHOHO.