19, the mess.












Saturday, January 27

recently i keep discovering the constantly changing me.

what's up with being so mean? and not thinkg about how others' feel when i just utter a nonsensical statement which i thought it was logical in a wrong frame of mind? what the helll.

why the sudden emoness about the past?
okay sorry i do that too.

maybe i really understand what you mean by things will never be the same, anymore.

cuz maybe i've really changed. into what, an evil thing?

i don't know what to say to you anymore. stop asking me questions. i don't know how to answer them. i don't know if i really have no idea or i just don't feel like bothering. but it does kills me to treat you like this, i'm sorry.

(sounds damn freakin similar. must it happen to me as well?!)

whywhywhywhywhywhywhywhy so emo!!
grr.

[edited]
just thought i would wanna mention how much fun i had having lunch at yongtaufu, bowling and doing muji shopping with you guys just now. elroy, jialing, sherwin, desmond, xianjun, ian, rayrin, frederick, danny. danny thanks for talking to me! and i hope things will stil be alright. im quite freaked out myself that you actually know it as well. but well thanks for everything. made me reflect quite abit. but it was more on the emo side actually.

photos on their way.

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