19, the mess.












Friday, January 12

ouch, pain.

my eyes are like closing on me. this week had been a tiring one.
lectures, tutorials, going out every night, sleeping/mugging in the lib.

beat! i miss you damn alot. can you come play the guitar for me once more? i miss all your rants and random music in class. your punkiness and your sweet voice, HAHA, i miss them all. hope you've been doing alright! see you sooooon okay?

all my exclassmates. sigh i miss an all girls school, hahaha. i miss 4c! just screaming and shouting in class, doing freakin unglam stuffs. diana chan's hiaoness. yingwai's and gwen's bengness. liane, jazzy, sheena and all. BURH.

now this 400th post just had to be an emo one.

i dont know whats up with this mad pessimism over me.
everything's just too sudden and weird.
things're changing too fast, i can't catch up.
noone's there.
this sucks. ):

everyone's busy with their own stuffs. and there's this little uneasiness overcoming me these days, i can't really take it. now i don't really want it to act up, it's gonna be bad. i should stop all these nonsense. thinking like some helpless pig won't help, damn.

i need someone like.. you.

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