19, the mess.












Friday, January 26

just had a really long talk with my emo buddy online. the coldness, okay lameness, kinda cheered me up a little. well not exactly that i'm really down and all, but just depressing, or rather, emotionless recently.

how do i say it? why did all these nonsense surface in the first place?
i just know that the next two days are gonna be fun, but when monday comes.. boring.
oh i went for lunch-dinner with jialing dawn may desmond hongsheng danny oliver today at parkway pastamania.

i don't exactly know what to blog about already.
i need MOTIVATION.

and now that you're gone.

don't leave me here alone.

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