i planned for an emo post today. ____________________________________
but no i cannot.
had sucky pe.
but the highlight is, i went out with sophia kiat fiona sheena rachel nellie for dinner today!
it's the biggest thing man. :D
oh shucks no photos taken ):
i dont want you to say i've changed, i dont want your impression of me to ever change, cos if it does things'll be different already. all different. i dont want to lose it with you too. see im thinking too far again. thanks sophia for your emo talk just know. i know you tried really hard. im convinced (: and thanks for everything. im sorry about the times i've neglected you. ): i must set my priorities right, so as not to spark off any disagreements henceforth, i shall try. it's been the hardest thing for me ever, but there ain't a choice left. i must stay strong. thanks for everyone else who've heard me rant here and there, im sorry to have bothered you guys.. im lookin forward to a more colourful life ahead, hopefully im granted most of which i've wanted. i just want things to be better, i just need someone to be there. i'm stil the same old me as years ago. if you ask me if im enoying my time, i'd not answer.
was lookin thru old photos.
photo of the day:
this was you and me
used to be
but it's all become indistinct
no more significant it would be
like how i thought it would never leave
like how perfect chemistry could be
struggled through it all just to see the end
i tried i teared i screamed for you
only to see your back on me
but hurt and disappointed was all you seemed to be,
like how this picture seem to speak.
however vague this may seem to be
it was never a waste to start with.
although it may all be different,
im stil glad you're stil with me.
i am void.
reminiscing once again :D