19, the mess.












Thursday, December 21

caroling caroling caroling.
seems alright, for the time being i guess.

my nail got ripped off. yeah like you sheena. just not half th nail. it's half of half the nail. if you do get me. but stil, ouch.

ouch ouch. and my heart stil hurts. not that i've been praying that if i send you an xmas card things will get better between us, but it's not anyone else. it's you.

i swear i've been forcing myself not to think about it already. for lik damn long. until now. i feel it all over again. whats going on! i miss you la.

uh, sigh.

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