thanks. i thought things would turn out otherwise, worse, and beyond hope. ____________________________________
but thanks for your reassurance. i dont know how much this will help but i wish to tell you that things will still stay the same way. cos somehow you always stay.
but when i realised the more you were walking further away, the more i wanted you back.
i dare not call you out so frequently anymore to whine and complain to you, and let you whine and complain back to me. but i rly wna say henceforth i'l realise how impt the promises are to you, and i dare not try to defy again.
just remembered how stupid those fights could get when we werent even getting anywhr, and you werent even aware of what was happening.
funny, it may seem. how i stil wanna cling on to you at the expense of others.
but you shd know why.
you weren't, and never will be gone from my life.
the 4 years have shown it, hasnt it.
please take care, i dont wna see you breakin inside either yeah.