if you have anything to say can you please tell me straight? ____________________________________
why put it through the internet and only hope that i would see it?
what if i dont?
please, start to do everything for yourself. it's not that you can't do it and not that you have to do it. you really could choose not to. really.
i'm also putting things aside after O's. trust me, i am.
i'm also intending to look into this after O's so can you do the same too?
this won't and will not bring us anywhere.
cos there are things happening which you're unaware of it as well..
but it's okay.
i knw how much you've done. i know how much i owe you. i know you're giving me some time. i know you're trying to avoid all possible conflicts which may arise in any point of time. it's a lot. it really is. so much so that i don't know how to face you again. i don't know how much i actually owe you, really.
i know i'm mean. too mean. too cruel. but please tell me what to do. i really dont know okay.
trust me, nothing will happen between now and 20th november.