19, the mess.












Saturday, October 28

i dont know if you read my blog anymore. i just remember your last tag as x)) wasnt a nice one in my impression, and i really hope it wont stay as that. im sure you saw my message. it's okay if you don't feel like replying. for a moment i thought i stil owe you many treats for many stuffs. and you still owe me a meal at macs but you probably wont remember haha.

no matter how far a road you've walked, im still here. cos you won't lose me too.

things have been going on well recently, well i mean besides the worrying about O's thing.
Monday's officially the start of O's. Higher Chinese paper. i'm gonna do whatever i can tomorrow i swear. i cannot afford to fail higher chinese.

i know it should be after O's that i'm thinking about this. because it's not affecting my studying at all cos i know where i'm supposed to stop. and i WILL stop until 20th november. i can do it. so can you, you know who you are. it's not impossible okay? we really have to know what's more important now and get going yeah?

i hope i'm doing enough for O's. a whole day of bio today was tiring. plus a bit of chinese.

been listening to 'young songs', as i quote oh-carol. Backstreet boys, Westlife, Jay Chou's freaking damn long ago albums, like ba du kong jian and even before that ones. all thanks to siangkoon who brought his olddd cheeeeena cds for me. i can't believe he was so nice. HAHA.
they really make me studyyyy.

what will happen from 21st november onwards?
i cannot wait.
is there a library gang chalet? :D

i'm sorry but i THINK i'm dreading the 15th of December. dont cringe. i got a feeling it will mean more and more to me as the days go by.
2 years after 15th december, what will happen?
A's will be over. and you will be out (:

okay what the hell. :P

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