am i right? is it actually supposed to be this way? humm i shouldnt be distracted at all. chinese is next monday, literature's next thursday. i shall start studying for lit like janine and fai. ____________________________________
should i just stop going there or can i actually make it.
am i disciplined enough right now?
just talked to liane just now on my way home.
it was raining, playing me and kiat's favourite song: WO DOU ZHI DAO.
okay don't laugh at our cheena-ness. blame me, not her.
it was nice. i felt perfect i swear.
thankyou liane. i miss you so much.
i miss the cow, yingwai the COOL shuo hua yu dai biao ren, gwen the beng, sheena the conkyess one, and of course the mahjong queen jazzy. i heard there's a schedule planned out for us already. I AM WAITING :D
four years ago i was reading jiemin's blog.
she graduated, and wrote this:
Once a Cedarian, Always a Cedarian.
before i had time to figure how long it'll take for me to be able to say this, this day arrived.
i went back to cedar today. went early enough to catch flag raising. then we studied non stop until 12 pm. i cannot believe it x) and i felt like a cedarian again. i was wearing a normal tie, normal shoes, and normal badge and name tag. the last time with this attire was before March 2003. :D
i'd very much like to do a one-hour-long blog entry reminiscing about my four years in cedar. i will do it soon. i'll make sure i extract every memory which made me smile and tear. every single memory which turned me into what and who i am today.
thank you cedar.
i'm sorry for the delay, to many im known as being slow. this is how slow i may get, so pardon me.