19, the mess.












Saturday, July 22

wednesday: national track and field.
thursday: choral festival.
friday: racial harmony day :)

such a tiring week.
i remember i slept through every period on thursday cos of nat'l tnf.
but haha, it was worth it man!
i'll remember my last nat'l tnf forever.
such a pity i didnt go for 2004 one. they said it was such a blast. the whole school went down though. and it rained (: so fun!
well anyway, we arrived at cck stadium at 8am. put up the banners which almost killed us out in the hot sun, sweating and sweating like pigs :\ and anyway hc and vs and sngs were already there. hc occupied like almost 3/4 of the stadium. :\ lotsa stuff happened which i shall not mention. hahah i was so excited while waiting for the sec fours to arrive, to see our sea of blue.
indeed, they didnt disappoint cedar.
we cheered and screamed our lungs out.
even the other end of the stadium could hear us.
but i still miss the whole school being there ):

cedar got 3rd for both divisions, oh well. but they did a GREAT JOB, i swear :)
the next day amelia's and jennifer's speech were so touching, i almost teared, i know diana was crying. :p they invited the whole team to stand in front of the school, and yeah i could feel their love for cedar, and for the tnf team. good job trackers!

choral fest, i preferred 2004's x) two days, more songs, more choirs, more fun :)
HEH but this year you guys did well as well! it's gonna be a wonderful experience for you all i hope.

racial harmony, besides something which totally spoilt my mood for the day, otherwise it was great.

mr suresh: is such a wonderful teacher!
the whole of 4C agrees.
well i can't explain in words how great a teacher he is, and if he's gonna leave we'll definitely miss him. anyway our class really respects him, (and hey how many teachers do our class respect?) and he's so darn inspiring :) we will ALL get A1 for EMATH :D hahahh.
anyway he let us use his period for phototaking, so we went everywhere around the school to snap pictures :)
that day was a super crazy day. everyone enjoyed themselves i hope.
our class was full of saris.

anyway. ther is this stinking things happening, which i recently hope.
luckily sheena and jazzy sorted out for me. i don't know what to do without you guys seriously.
and yingwai and diana and her lousy tricks :p joking.
anyway it was really heart-wrenching and disturbing. like what the hell, do you have better things to do than talk about all these unnecessary stuff which, does it really bring JOY to you guys? please, don't you guys have a life to live? hello you find a kick outta doing these. such childish freaks. i dont give a freakin damn and unless i am THAT nice to talk about, or just f off.
i believe my life is freakin not your business, thanks.

cheryl i think what you said that day made alot of sense. thanks for praying for me.
and everyone else who did. and helped me. hahah i feel so loved suddenly.
THANKS COWS :) my wonderful classmates. i liked the pizza hut outing. sorry huda naz and dirah! didn mean it. heh :x

met mrs yee at j8 while doing ntuc-shopping with my father.
she motivated me. i feel so motivated. my motvation is here!
hahahah :D i shall not waste any more days and just freakin start studying for prelims.
36 more days, if im not wrong.
that's why i went to do popular shopping this morning alone. HAHA i bought tys! so propud of myself. i'm gonna finish every freakin bit of it. :)

i know it's cliche.
but sometimes i think just be contented with what you have, it'll bring you a long way.
really.
and i believe in fate. if you're here at the right time, then so be it.
if not, i'm sorry.
no matter what you do, it won't come back.

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