19, the mess.












Thursday, June 8

timothy! you go so fast! never sms me, but left a testimonial -.-
hahah stupid boy. like that how to go out!
so now timothy and eric is gone.
plus thomas, three overseas now.
let's wait for cny then. :but no, i don't wanna wait for such a long time.

i stayed home the whole day ):
like, 24 hours at home.

jasmine tye's in. thank god!

oh yay, there's a convo going on right now, and it's making me smile so much.
thankyou my loves! i cant wait for that day to come
BIG HAHA. tata won! hahah (:

cow, are you happy? i haha-ed.
baytrees said she wants you to come my house study with us,
so when we do the song you can clap for us. (: cow rocks la.
i love you cow, for last night. you were being so entertaining. thankyou!

it's so amazing saying "i'll wait for you"
and she'll wait till the end of time
that kinda love.
this guy who has a weird sickness and loses his memory and faints everytime he's deeply indulging in moments of love.
and waking up not remembering anything.
how disappointed the girl was.
but she believed.
saying, "i trust you'll keep falling in love with me everytime you lose your memory"

and he really does.
and he pastes pictures, banners, posters of her all over the house
reminding himself that she's his.
his one and only.
whenever he loses his memory.

he doesnt want her to suffer.
she wouldnt be happy if this goes on
so he lies. time and again.
saying "no, i was just toying with you. go away, please, i dont wanna see you again"

but she trusts.
that he'll stil love her even after he chases her out of the house
she still believes in this love.
she never gave up.

then he went into a coma after fainting this once.
and he awakes many days after, with all his memory erased
all over again.
just how much she loves him.
but she gave up her love all for his well-being.
she gave it all up
she left him.
so that he doesnt have to make an effort to remember her all over again
so that he'll live a life with no burdens.

but he wont just let go.
miraculousy, he remembered her.
of course.
he goes hunting for her after his operation,
and found her
and they live happily ever after.

how sweet.
giving up all just for you
trusting it all just for you
believing so much just for you
carving every mark into my heart
just for you.

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