19, the mess.












Wednesday, June 21

so slc crashing's finally over. sorry to danfong meiling and jenny, we left halfway without watching the finale! but i knew it should be great la x) like, same as last year? ha, only me huimin shawn and org comm were back. what.. hm. but it was great seeing this year's participants enjoying themselves.. oh well, i should admit that i'm old already. danfong's being so great she's in org comm! (:
had this very random outing with these few org comm people, had really random banters and random dinner. it was damn random, i dont know what to say :)
yay huimin! (:

today was another typical jssc study day.
oh i've decided to become a good volunteer (:
i shall go flag selling and cd-selling!
and uh, sing hard these days.
and..
nine more days :)

maybe i should learn that things are over, everything's not the same anymore.
maybe i should just move on.
i told myself a thousand times, but why am i stil here?
i've gone through so much these 2 years, i should know best.
this is getting irritating, come on, just nine more days.
just 4 more months.
but which should i really cherish?
should i dread, or, treasure?
come on you know the answer.
give me the answer soon okay.
i miss you!
partner. everything partner. you know who you are!
did you just say 8 months that day in the sms?
now it's down to.. four.

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