19, the mess.












Monday, June 26

so first day of school today.
nothing much, i am really bored of school.
i want the HOLIDAYS!
right now, nothing's right in my mind.
like liane says, novabelle is so wrong.

disappointment. AGAIN. nothing seemed to be the way it is anymore. i am so disapppointed. but what can i do? whatever it is, i just have to study hard right now. 9 weeks to prelims. but where's my motivation? nothing. its me only. so when is everything supposed to fall in place?
and i dont want this fri to be a big booboo, after i've worried and stressed myself out for one whole month. i've been waiting, really disturbing. i dont know what to expect. except these three days would really be horrible. damn.
i've learnt to treasure the past and let go of the reality, thanks for making me realise.
i am disturbed.
i want to study hard.

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