is it really meant to end this way? ____________________________________
can you please let me have my way for a little while? i want you to hear me.
i want you to tell me all about those days. what exactly was going on?
i want you to talk to me. will you stop being so silent? it's unbearable sometimes. how things changed all of a sudden at that point of time, god knows what happened. you left me baffled, struck with this enigma. how could you? it's scary you know. i need someone like you. i need one more moment with you. hey i thought i would forget you but it completely doesnt seem so, you havent seemed to have vanished. you left traces here, so, what now?
but still, i know you won't be able to hear me. i guess it's another 6 more months. but time won't wait i suppose? but why? so many years and nothing, nothing at all dawned on me. how i wish you were here, right here.
how on earth would i know that things would change so much, circumstances swayed to the extreme so unexpectedly, when you left? you know what, beats me. i'm clueless here too.i missed you stupid cow, alot.
so i thought to myself how long my unspoken emotions would take to appear.
it is self indulgence.
just like hoho malvoliooooo.
don't be too alarmed. it's nothing, to me.
nothing.
i really hope so.
till you come back.. next year?
it came, and went. but i held on to those memories, they're stil with me (:
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HELLO CHELMIN, I MISS YOU AND GANG.
and my lovely split-personality-justinn-rachell-talented-fweird girlgirl!
thankyou for perking up my morning.
you entertained me loads! :) LOVES.