endure. i can do this. ____________________________________
it's just another test. it's just another obstacle
it's been like this for year alr
so this wont really matter
things will be okay.
it always turns out right what, right?
just a pity.. i thought you'd understand. i thought you really would.. but it doesnt seem so. i have nothing to say, really. i'm just gonna sit and wait. and mug, of course. i mean, what else can i do? haha, i'll just make a bigger fuss if i blow this up. so if you're reading this, NO, it's not you.
but sometimes it hurts.
sometimes.
there's a danger in loving somebody too much
and it's sad when you know it's your heart you cant touch
there's a reason why people dont stay who they are
cuz baby sometimes love just aint enough.
i dont wanna lose you
i dont wanna use you
just to have somebody by my side
i dont wanna hate you
i dont wanna be the one to cry
but that dont really matter
to anyone, anymore.
how nice. i miss her albums. HAH.
okay digressing.
i have so much to say. so much to settle. it's just too much.
choir was interesting today. huan zhu gege! suddenly the whole choir starting bursting out in huan zhu gege songs. WOW. what a beautiful disaster! okay shit this is stupid. erm, yeah but it was crazy. we were all high on syrup, like that day at pizza hut. yingwai's being influenced by me. she's so amused by meat. hahah i laugh out loud.
i got my testimonial today, and i'm going over to sining's house to get another one later. yay sining! wonderful mama. she's doing flag day tomorrow, please donate money to her! :)
studied one whole day at amk library today alone.
haha, how nice huh.
tmr my lovely is joining me! :)
but she just smsed to say she's catching world cup tonight
and going to swim tmr morning
aww, leave me alone only. HAHA stupid. but i still love you!
but like a fool who will never see the truth
i keep seeing you walk thru that door.