ah. something weird's happening to my voice. ____________________________________
I CANT SING PROPERLY!
oh no oh no. if this is gonna continue
im going to DIE thankyou.
nineteen more days.
15 episodes today. new show.
studying at amk tmr again.
wow, this sure brings back alot of memories
it makes me dwell in the esctasy
not really an esctasy. more like painful yet unspoken memories
more like dwelling in the past
more like.. reflecting. it's the power of these old songs.
seriously, i dont know whats so wrong that makes me feel like that too.
i'm listening to minus ones now.
and perceiving these from a different angle.
it sure does seem totally different to me now
just like how i should see things differently. hm.
there's so much i've gotta learn.
eh! this helps in fl studio.
oh well. do i even have the time?
last night was one of the toughest moments
and i didnt have to have anyone stand by me
i was strong all the way.
be proud of me.
ha.
but i'm human after all.
where were you when i needed you.
but i decided to keep my mouth shut
i did not want to say anything at all.
i just wanted company.. that's it.