today was a good day. ____________________________________
there were 2 hours of chinese lessons today,
which reminds me:
DIANA CHAN DOI NA PONNED SCHOOL AGAIN.
is your pink razr that nice to play with?
damn yucks la.
then it was movie screening!
we were like so lazy and slimy and had to lie on each other during the show
it was so disgusting
and funny
and we had SO MUCH comments! hahah stupid sophia kept muttering and muttering
and scolding the little boy who was darn irritating who was not filial to his grandmother and it was sad and we were supposed to cry but it was way too funny to.
one of the best post exam day.
then choir was auditions all the way and the sec fours slacked :D
then wheegeok, zinuan, xianhui and christina came back!! (:
all the A2-cum-AJ people, and there were three presidents in choir today.
:D love! i miss my seniors!
and throughout choir we were halfway freaking ourselves out with dsa.
tomorrow's gonna be a busy busy day.
and it had been long since i walked to school with sining! ): i miss her.
liane, you're really really damn nice to me.
i love you so much!
that message was so sweet. thankyou for being there for me yeah?
and yingwai, suddenly i realised everything's coming to an end.
but what you told me today struck me
how long ago was it that.. she was still here, and we were still innocent little sec twos, bumping around everywhere.
now everyone's everywhere, and things have changed so much that i cannot recognise too much of it. who doesnt want things to stay the way it is? sometimes i feel i dont know how to handle it. it's way too stressful, way too challenging. things keep changing, and i dont know what to tell myself. is it right, or wrong? so much more's ahead of me. come to think of it it's so freaky. it means moving out of your comfort zone, subjecting yourself to danger and risks, which sometimes accumulates so much that it crosses the limit. i dont want that to happen.
and why must it be like this. that somehow things just dont stay. it just wants to tell me that hey, it's time to move on, cos it's not gonna be like this anymore. something must spoil that element of surprise. something must go in my way. it would always be the case. and i dont like it. i dont like the feeling of being pushed, tricked, deceived, laughed at, left alone.
but somehow
there're some people who stays no matter what
they know it, we dont have to talk, for a week, for a month
but you know i'm still following you
keeping in touch with you
having that trust in you,
and amazingly we can somehow communicate
i know no matter how far apart, how far we drift,
at the end of the day
we'll still have each other
am i right? :)
you wrote me a letter. i may not have replied you, but yes i do treasure that letter alot. it almost made me cry, silly. :) thanks for letting me know that you've always been there. it has been three years but i think nothing would change, i guess? dont be so sad when i graduate (: trust me, i'll really remember that there was once this eccentric buddy of mine :D
and you. although i only wrote to you for a period of time. perhaps it was that time that carved this really deep mark in my heart. you told me what i wrote up there, right? :) yes. you're always smiling you know. and you're always brightening up my day when i see you. when i see you in tears.. i can't help but want to lend a shoulder right away. to tell you that if you need me, i'm here okay? and i know you're abit blur. but yes, i'm talking about you silly. (:
and owner! friday is coming. hahah in case you're too busy and you forgot, I'M REMINDING YOU! (: remember my testimonial? i thought that was so nice. haha! man, i remember two years ago of tomorrow night, i was folding and folding stars. do you still want it this year? :D lol. time passes so quickly. your three words, 'i trust you', really touched me. although you always say that. =p hehe. thanks :D please take care okay!
and you! i never forget you okay. yesterday was really nice. all your messages were so sweet! stupid cow. haha but thanks for staying with me to do my chinese (: i wouldnt have finished it. it's only 3 weeks. it's like three years...
Miracle. Fate. Destiny.
yeah, i do believe in it.
:)